SpiriTed.Wings

exams in less than a week

2008-05-27T11:24:00.002+08:00

well its just been over 1 month since my last post so that i think is pretty impressive!

i've been busy as i must say though soo many fkn assignments to do, but that was over like.... 2 weeks ago

and like the title says exams are in less than a week *shock haha not really i'm feeling pretty relaxed about it for the moment, still waiting for the SUPER STRESS feeling to kick in =)

well my exam time table is as follows:

2/6/08, Monday 2-4pm. PSY217: Psychology: Work and Organisations
9/6/08, Monday 9.30-12.30pm. BUS223: Organisational Theory & Behaviour
11/6/08 Wednesday 9.30-12.30pm. BUS222: Employee Relations

Psy217 shouldn't be too bad it's just multiple choice and short answer
Bus223 will be a bitch because out unit co-coordinator expects us to write like...13-17 pages or something MADNESS. i won't have a hand to use after that haha
Bus222 i know pretty much nothing so at the moment i don't care =\

but for the moment i'm doing pretty well for my units psy217- HD, bus223- D, bus222- C so i'm quite happy with that and i guess i wouldn't want to waste it but doing really shitty in my exams, so i am trying to do exam prep. but hey we'll see how it goes =)

and then oh my goodness! after exams im sooooo unbelievably excitedddd =D day after exams its michael buble's concert that'll be funn! and then that weekend its my good ole' boozing buddy karen f birthday festivities. then the wekend after that its my uni mate's warrick's festivites and then the weekend after that is sangi's birthday festivites and then I'M GONE to contiki with my goood friend karen h. fantastic hey? :D so its just awesome that's everything is happening! i'm gonna be deadd tired though, at least i know i will sleep well on the plane haha

i actually have stories of stuff i did before exam study week but i think i'll keep those to myself haha :D

well im gonna eat lunch now, bye.

till whenever next time will be, take care!

you know you love me, gossip girl xoxo hehe i loveee that show :D

can't think of a title.

2008-04-25T20:54:00.003+08:00

hey there who ever.

well my next procrastination object is bus222 press file assignment. to me it seems pretty pointless, just time consuming. basically we have to collect 20-25 employee related articles and write 75 words on it. those few words including a summary of the article and a commentary of how it relates to the topics we've learned in the semester. kind of stoopid right?!

but whining aside i still have to do it whether i like it or not. sighhh

it's due next week so once i manage to find all my articles i think i should be okay :) come on 20 articles! haha

oh and that psychology assignment i whined about in my last blog i got a HD so i guess the whining and all that was worth it =p so now that i know its a decent training manual i would seriously show it to my future employers :)

as of late i've been in a pretty crappy mood. i can never explain it- the cause that is. i get depressed about nothing. but the feeling goes after a while, so there is no point me going drinking with my friends because i'll end up feeling worse hehe.

oh yes today is ANZAC day so:

.lest we forget.

i should have exercised today but i didn't feel like it.

i have exams in a month and a bit

also i have been invited to go to rottnest again, with another bunch of friends whom i rarely see. i know i'm terrible but back to rotto i am honoured to be invited again :)

my family and i + candy will be going to see michael buble` :) hope it's good like on the dvd

and very soon after rottnest i will be going on contiki :D woop woop!

and right before contiki i will be working like a mad woman trying to get as much money before i leave haha. i just figure [and sarah agrees] its not like i go often or something it may be a once in a life time thing so i'd like to shop my heart out where money won't be a big issue and i can enjoy myself over there without worrying. but we'll see. worse comes to worse i will need to get a parental loan which i probably already have from the contiki trip expenses :( haha

guess i will be working like a mad woman after contiki too because i anticipate i will be broke. and when i say that i mean literally broke = $0

let to good times come i say!

anyway i'll be back another time when i need to procrastinate about another assignment, which will be soon because the next assignment will be either a group bus223 one or another psychology one.

.claire. xoxo

'bout fkn time!

2008-03-29T00:39:00.003+09:00

haha omg! its been like....close to half a year since i posted a blog entry. however there is a reason for it i didnt know how to log back in since the whole google swap over thingy happened so i kinda forgot about this blog haha. ho well as it is i dont blog often anways =p [oh yeah how oldd is that photo?! i'll change it at some point now that ive worked out how to log into the blog]

anyways as always when i blog im always procrastinating when i should be studying or more specifically right now i need to finish these damn ER test notes ive been trying to do these for like a few days its disgusting! haha im so mmm like whats the word... LAZY haha =Pp

but in all honestly im sooo behind and its really terrible i deliberately took work off this whole week so i could just do asgs and shit but what happened?! like normal claire just sits and does tiny bits and this tiny bits arent enough!! haha well since im staying up late i hope to finish my notes and then tomorrow start that stoopid psych training manual and then do the 4-5pg lit review

OMG like seriously... O M G! hahaha

stoopid soooo stoooopid i hate this. i wanted to have fun and go out clubbing with my friends but it didnt happennn. and argh havent been exercising nor doing the diet thing as of late so thats pretty shite too haha

sorry im being such a whiney bitch =p but gotta get it out some how otherwise i will continue to feel like shite so i'll tell u something fkn awesome thats gonna happen! :D

me and karen are going on contiki...contiki...contiki...contiki...contiki...contiki...contiki...contiki...contiki...contiki...contiki! hahah im hellllll excited

more details? well we are going to Prague, Vienna, Berlin for 9 days then we will stay in London for 7 days. pretty awesome hey? :D so its sad now cuz i cant spend any money at all on just recreational shopping have to save it alllll for contiki cuz i plan to buy shit loads over there :D and its my first trip to europe so just awesome! hehe and then we'll have friends all over the word! cool hey? =p

anyway i think thats enough for now. back to the books cuz ive wasted like 30mins now sigh sigh sighh [ok maybenot 30 mins but i wasted time ok?!]

1 more thing its my shauns bday tomorrow so we're heading out ot dinner and the family gets to meet his neww gf for the first time so im pretty exciting, ive heard good things about her so i think i'll like her :D

anyway im stopping now

xx

ps i love gossip girl best show in the worldd! haha 'you know u love me xo xo'

EDIT haha i obviously cant count months/years its actually been close to 1 year and 5 months since a last posted if im wrong then u really know i've confused myself and thus cannot count haah

Oh, OH, OHHH!!

2006-11-05T15:10:00.000+08:00

haha random title but who cares.

but guess what people!!

I PASSED MY DRIVING TEST! (on the 2/11/06)

Yeow! *does a dance* i made a couple boo boos but it was all good~

so right now i have to do the log book thing right and ive done 1hour and 15mins so COME ON haha 23hrs and 45mins to go haha =P

and exams are literally around the corner, maybe we are already past the corner. i have an exam on the coming saturday... infact i will do as i usually do and just do a timetable thing its much easier to type down and probs easier to follow than my babling =P

i have 3 exams all in one week [sorta]:

1. Sat 11/11/2006 BUS160- Introduction to Accounting 9.30-12.30
2. Tue 14/11/2006 TLC120- Introduction to University Learning 9.30-11.30
3. Thu 16/11/2006 BUS161- Introduction to Economics 9.30-11.30

So lets hope that will be alright.

na na na i dont really have anything else to say. but im hella bored

so anyway catch ya later.
lovelove

NUMBER 20

2006-10-26T17:41:00.000+08:00

haha its my 20th post and its been ages. i know.

like most of my other posts im posting just cuz im procrastinating. cuz i have a silly learning log due tomorrow. but we'll see how that goes.

well wats been happening with me? not much since my last set of exams i went to sydney for the first time did shopping n all and i got to see some of my cousins. so that was cool

im still working at coles which is still awesome. its soon to be halloween so we have to wear funny witch hats and a black shirt so that will be weird and funny at the same time.

also the next set of exams are about to come around too. but lets hope that will be alright.

i still wish there were more happening in my life however even though im contradicting myself im quite content with how my life is now. im pretty happy :)

oh yeah ive decided to grow out my hair too in one of my lamer entries i showed u pics of me with long and short hair so. now its about an inch away from being shoulder length hopefully it will look 'rad'. haha i love that word

also its like a month and...8 days till be 18th bday woo! haha by then i hope to have passed my Ls practical test and be having a good time in the hols haha

anywhoo enough procrastination i would like to have a decent sleep tonight seeing i have to wake up at like 6.30 or something for accounting class at 8.30

well seeya.

oh yeh my newest craze is MySpace. that is a cool thing haha

till next time.

Exams are over =)

2006-06-19T23:23:00.000+08:00

ahh just as the title says. EXAMS ARE OVER! *does a dance* haha

thankyou for letting me do nothing now Lord!

its just nice that i can do nothing and be allowed

however today and yesterday was hell. i was so panic-y. i started studying at like 8.30pm to um 1.30am-ish. and then i was no where near to finishing study so i thought i have to wake up early so i can do more study. so i woke up at 5.50am and i sat in my room and read away. then breakfast and then continued to study at about 7.40am-1pm and then arrived at uni at 1.15 sat and talked to this girl who i know but forgot her name =X but that was fun we were both really scared an nervous together.

i think the exam was ok i dont wanna say anymore cuz I DONT WANNA JINX MYSELF im a psycho over that jinx thing

but the most imortant thing is its not if i pass or not its "if i get a high enough pass" thats wat two randos said. hahah

sarah called me today we had a nice chat haha- her and her house sitting stories. i will soon be apart of those house sitting stories =)

la la la im going shopping tomorrow =)

im done =)

love love. =)

....do u like the =)?
:)

again..

2006-06-18T14:02:00.000+08:00

again.. my procrastination kicks in. as u know ive got an exam tomorrow in the arvo. still have done like no study *thumbs down* bad haha very bad

i need to study chapters 1, 3, 4, 8, 14, 15, 16, 18 and if i feel like it 12 and 19 too. so all in all thats....10 chapters...um yay? no not yay at all. also i should read the case study provided as that have given that to us. thats a good thing.

random but everyone is wishing me good luck. i dont really like it. im just in a weird mood i think. cuz its a nice thing to say. im very agitated [spelling?] today . i was complaining before but i guess its a blessing in diguise that i have my exam in the arvo. more time to study. coo cant wait for that exam to be over. im thinking i will be there for the full 3 hrs though. cuz for all my other exams ive left early and thats always nice. get to go home earlier.

i can honestly say right now i just want to go back and work at coles. i'd be happy doing that.

exams now feels like something hanging over my shoulder. just something annoying. i think the relaxed atmosphere doesnt help much either haha. just give me the attitude of 'who gives a shit' oh yeah karen and i worked out how much we need to get in the exam to pass the unit. i need 43%. so thats do-able. my mum is so silly when i told her about that she sed 'i hope thats not what ur aiming for' and im like err! no. but deep down yeah i could be. this semester a pass would be nice.but AHHHHHHHH! ignore the sentance including pass in it. i dont want to jinx anything. that would suck.

random but i just saw some old photos of me [yes im a bit of a poser but haha i only do that when im super bored okay haha =P] and looking at me with long and short hair is just weird i rekon

Before

After

sorry just had to post the pics to prove my point. a silly point which wasted time haha =P
anyway enough. i should try to do some study now.
ja`

love love.

3 down 1 to go

2006-06-17T11:15:00.000+08:00

Yew! haha as my title says just one more exam to do thank goodness. i got the time wrong for the last one actually its BUS145 at 2-5pm so boo boo. i was hoping id finish in the early arvo then get to go shopping or something BECAUSE IVE BEEN SO DEPRIVED *cries to herself in a corner* yes i am a sad child....

oh yeah boozing too =)

and workie workie. probably try to work as much as possible cuz i want the money haha

but im thinking its just the atmosphere of uni exams but its so relaxed i remember during tee exams i was a nervous wreck. however im sure just like everyone else u get that inital nervous-ness.

do do do i would like to change my blog layout again but to one of my own. not one of the blogger templates. maybe after exams are done

im such a procrastinator. i hope i actually do some study tonight haha =X

oh yeah my oldest brother got a ps2 guitar game coo haha its so cool. but also v. hard. i think cuz my hand eye co ordination isnt as good as his. oh well haha practise makes perfect =P

rando one of my fav songs is Panic at the Disco!- I write sins not tragerdies haha i wish they would play it on the radio now =)

i feel like posting the lyrics here so haha i will.

Oh, well imagine: as I'm pacing the pews in a church corridor,
and I can't help but to hear, no I can't help but to hear an exchanging of words:
"What a beautiful wedding, what a beautiful wedding!" says the bridesmaid to a waiter.
"Yes, but what a shame, what a shame, the poor groom's bride is a whore."

I chimed in with a "Haven't you people ever heard of closing the Goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.
I chimed in "Haven't you people ever heard of closing the Goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of...

Oh,Well in fact well I'll look at it this way, I mean technically our marriage is saved! Well this calls for a toast, so pour the champagne!
Oh! Well in fact well I'll look at it this way, I mean technically our marriage is saved! Well this calls for a toast, so pour the champagne, pour the champagne!

I chimed in with a "Haven't you people ever heard of closing the Goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.
I chimed in "Haven't you people ever heard of closing the Goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.......

Again...

I chimed in "Haven't you people ever heard of closing the Goddamn door?!"
No, It's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.
I chimed in "Haven't you people ever heard of closing the Goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality......

Again...

ok im done

love love.

Oh Lord-y Lord.

2006-06-12T15:54:00.000+08:00

hehe goodness me, exams start tomorrow for me*shocked face*

FDN115 Interactions of Society and Technology 13th June @ 2-4pm
BUS165 Introduction to Commercial Law 14th June @ 9.30-12.30pm
ICT108 Introduction to Multi-Media and the Internet 15th June @ 2-4pm
BUS145 Principles of Management 19th of June @ 9.30-12.30pm

AND THEN FINISHED

im procrastinating if u cant tell. I'm kinda screwed for exams though seeing i have done close to no study [O-Oh] nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah hey hey hey good bye
AH so bored...

i think i must be in some sort of 'slump' cuz lately i dont feel like doing anything at all [uni-related that is] so far ive only felt like working cuz i want to get to know my work mates better. AND i found out that an asg i handed in super late i got an ND for it which means they didnt recieve it so i guess im gonna have to complain however it is my fault, shoulda handed it in earlier right haha im a silly child. BUT the point is i did hand it in and i did post it up on WebCT so after my ICT108 exam i will send some ppls emails to sort things out hopefully otherwise i dont think im gonna pass that unit and then im going to have to do it again AH. however i dont see doing units again so bad but i dread the thought of having to do the same topics again- that would be gay/silly. im trying not the use the word 'gay' anymore cuz im scared i may accidentally offend someone and that wouldnt be good cuz i dont meant it that way at all. oh yeah duno if ive sed it on here but im going on holiday woohoo :D going to sydney for 8 days yay ive been there for like 3 hrs or something cuz out flight was delayed for the pnl tour in 2005. that was fun even though i didnt buy much. i look fwd to shopping with my own money for once because I HAVE A JOB and i make my own money haha :P its kinda sad though i havent made much money :\ i get like maybe 100-150 dollars a week but i dont work much i cant because uni is a bitch. everyone i talked to about uni when i was in high school gave me the image that uni was such a fabulous place ot be and that it was full of fun but hey i think its SHIT the only diff is that i dont have to do asg id i dont want to ie. there wont be anyone to chase me up if i dont why? because its called 'adult learning'. however i wonder if i were 18 whether it would make a difference or not of the level of fun i have at uni.

anywhoo i dont care much. deep down i think i can do it. haha however the effort rarely comes out early its always last min or late or soemthing....

NB: this blog is like vomit it comes out in no order so if u dont understand it- tough shit for u haha :D

anyway im gone *snaps fingers and disapears*

ps. excuse my weird mood.

love love

Exams are around the corner....

2006-06-05T19:59:00.000+08:00

Evening

I have exams in about a week so thats scary >.<>

ive done a lot of last min things that im definately not proud of. but its too late to fix i guess. i just hope exams go alright *crosses fingers* otherwise mum will be like 'what happened?!'

enough about uni. im enjoying work but not cuz of what i do, its because of who i work with like ive sed everyone is super nice! even the guys haha but yeah some of the girls are a bit cold to me dunno why maybe cuz im still new so *shrugs* but everyone else is generally coolie :) so i dont mind~

i was hoping to write a super long entry seeing its been a while- but i dont really have much to say haha

random comment but generally im happy as i am right now though. im not fussed with many things anymore right now i just want to finish this semester of uni and then i can go out with friends and possible go boozing *ho ho ho ho* =P ive been deprived so i rekon im allowed

anyway i will post more later- prob after exams are over

ciao

love love

shigoto, shigoto... work, work...

2006-05-06T22:37:00.000+08:00

Good Day to you,

well as my title sez i finally got a job at coles as a check out chick. today i had my second shift 11.30-5.30 was alright i still find everything amusing so im having fun :) but this commin week i have 4 shifts and this is like every possible time i can work and when im not working im at uni so AH >_.< and shes nice so im sure she'll understand.

but i have to learn to be more organised cuz im juggling uni and work- and sure its do-able cuz heaps of other ppl do it too but its a first for me so gonna have to get use to it... spose i just can be slack nemore =\ so i guess today is my last day of slack-ness but we will see.

oh rando but i still hope to make work and more uni friends- cuz hey to feel like u belong is always nice haha its what everyone wants so yeah i guess im tyring to say that its a natural want.

okay im done just wanted to sorta record a date of when i started working at coles :D oh yeah i want a badge =( im a nameless person haha

anyway bye

love love~

It's been a while.

2006-04-11T22:02:00.000+08:00

evening to you all just thought i should write an entry cuz i havent in a while im into my 7th week of uni- how weird is that it still feels surreal. but i miss the good ole' school days *sigh* however so far ive seen most of friends like every week or so [on the weekends]. ive made few new friends- im not 'daring' enough haha i dont know what word to use. sometimes i worry that i am unapproachable cuz my mum sez i have a stuck up face so haha i try to smile all the time. but i think more of the problem is haha i need to TALK- i blame my shyness but maybe im just lazy, hell i dont know. lately ive had lots of late nights i feel drained- ive had lots of asg to do (last min ones) i guess its my own fault then. I SUCK! i know i do such a MOFO slacker. i tell myself that so many times but i do shit all to fix it so i think i will be ~forever lazy~

but hey fuk it- its the way i am! XD

ive been going to a few parties- lots of 18ths so that means alcohoL. i use to really like boozing + partying, but now im kinda off it i dont have as much fun as i usually do. not sure why.... this 'thing' has happened a lot- this 'thing' im referring to is something unknown makes me depressed or not have as much fun and i never seem to figure out what it is in the end. the only reason i can think of now is hormones hahah or something but it shouldnt be by 17 my hormones should be less 'jumpy' hehe i dont really know what im talking about.

i know most of this entry has been random but i guess im in a ranting mood- more on ranting i do feel that i kinda want a bf after all im 17 and still havent had one. but i guess there is no rush. i still do think im good either way [single or taken] but im swaying more to the taken side haha ahh... i think im a bit of a sad child. =
anyway i dont really feel like ranting anymore
so bye to no one cuz i think no one reads this blog but bye anyway.

i think im a little depressed now *sigh*

Watashi desu.

2006-02-22T00:10:00.000+08:00

rando im unable to change my profile pic so here u go if u wanna see what i look like with short hair. however i dont think anyone cares/or wants to see

What's with the weather?! its WACK yo-

2006-02-21T23:32:00.000+08:00

hey there MOfos

its been ages since i posted but hey. this is an unloved blog anyway [sorry bloggy] haha......

anyway since my last post[xmas] i got my tee results which i did super shite in but Thank God he really did answer my prayers and let me go to uni. Murdoch uni that is. its not the uni i wanted but hey im not one to complain. and my parents are happy i got in so its all good. this week i actually started uni believe it or not, so bloody soon but its hella boring =\ prob cuz like i rant and rant on to everyone i know im a 'loner' haha still yet to make some new friends. but all in time i guess. its be fukin hot too. crazy weather so its hasnt been v. nice to start uni this week. most other unis are having o. week this week so they are lucky buggers. but before uni ive been going to a few parties (Sinclair's and Amy's) and get togethers (brunch, coffee with ricki, dinners, movies) so thats been good =) i miss friends but thank God i have em'. i think i sed that ages ago that i would honestly die without em'.

im lookin fwd to more parties and yeah i like to booze so YAY for 18th bday parties! oh yeah a little over a week ago i got my Ls but haha im still yet to have some driving lessons. i was hell excited but when my dad took me for my first drive i cried not because of my dad or cuz i was sad i think cuz i was disapointed. i thought it would have been easier i told my mum this and she just sed 'claire ur silly! what do u expect! u have never touched a car before so u have to be more realistic.' haha thanks mum for being blunt with me :D

oh yeah it was my dads bday too on the 15th. and V day nothing happened haha still waiting for a MAN nah jk im happy to be single. i think the only reason i would want to be in a relationship is so that i can help ppl out with relationship probs cuz i just cant relate to how they feel, so that makes me a bit sad cuz i dont know what to do or say to comfort them.

anyway im going now. it was just a quick blog entry cuz i didnt want this to be a dead blog hHAUha. MAR

oh yeah excuse the title just had nothing to really put as a title so rando will do me!

well bye u po po s

Where did all the time GO shock

2005-12-24T23:53:00.000+08:00

hahah yes i am very shocked as to how fast everything went by, (this will be a very short blog entry by the way~) i was doing my tee and then it was over and then i went on leavers in rockingham [got smashed as expected] and thenn it was my bday then i had a bday party with all my friends at the burswood atrium. the next day i flew out to SG for 14-16 days and i got back today! the trip which was awesome fun cuz i flew there with tracey and my mum! i hung out with tk a couple of times and shopping was wonderful as usual--- mmm discounts. of course i got to see all my relatives esp. my cute lil nieces and nephews~ ahh haha i love em so much!

but all in all im very glad to be home! see my brothers and daddy again :D

anyway im off cuz its CHRISTMAS! so merry xmas to u all have a happy and safe one =D

night!

i will post again to re-cap everything that happened if i feel like it~

*wave*

TEE exams are still happening

2005-11-11T15:04:00.000+08:00

HEyo!

well ive done 2 exams....only! hahah time goes so slow

im trying to waste some time now

ive got nothing to do

actually thats wrong i should be studying but im always like this after an exam i never want to do much. just BuM around haha

lately ive been having some bad tummy upsets too. so haha thats a bit crap. mum suggested i take this aloe vera juice. but gooDness it tastes awful. its like sour plant juice hahah. i dont know how to describe it. maybe you should try it for ur self one day. but i guess it works

also lately ive been paranoid of every time i go into an exam my nose will start to run and i just hate blowing my nose in an exam. but *touch wood* it hasnt happened yet so.

well ive got 3 exams left to go [info sys, pnl, accounting]. info sys is on wed and pnl and accounting are on nxt nxt mon. yay! is so close to over. and then YEEha its leavers 'fuk yeah!' as kaz would say. its not that i dont love my family but it will be cool to be away from them for a couple days. haha i think its just the whole idea of making a physical statement saying 'i'm no longer a school kid, i am now a young adult, i can not take care of myself, i can make it on my own.' haha i'm just rambling haha forgive me.

well i think im done haha i dont really have anything to saY >_< [wow wat a boRing entry haha]

anyway i will leave u with a part of Kelly Clarkson's song Because of You [this is my fav part, just sounds very cooL, even though is saD.....haha]

Because of you, i'm ashamed of my life because its empty....

anyway im off now and im gonna continue to bum around haha =D

Well you take care all

ByE CottoN baLLs!!

heeheeheehee~

The end is near...

2005-11-07T17:32:00.000+08:00

Good Evening [well its nearly evening anyway]

First i want to say sorry for the 'Im MAD' entry haha lookin back i was an ASS haha

anyway as the title of this entry sez 'the end is near' and it sure is, TEE started today- written exams that is [orals for other languages started last week]. most of my friends had their first exam today Applicable Mathematics. I suppose luckily for me i only start my exams this thrusday ie 10th of november [the english paper] im glad i have english to start with. why? well i am always use to starting exams off with english and also because during the exams its constant writing it kinda hits me more that 'oh yeah exams have now started' haha i probably sound weird saying that. ah well. On something different i was pissed before but not anymore i was sick now im still sick but not as sick i was before haha. i had/have a stupid cough and cold but ah well. there is nothing i can do about that i just hope it goes away before thursday =) [sorry this sickness stuff must have been a but ranDom. but who cares right?]

Lately ive been an awful person though, ive become a constant whiner- it shits me and im sure it shits everyone else. i continue to say sorry for it but i cant kick the habit. it probably annoys me so much because if anyone else does it often it pisses me off. so it would make me angry to know ive become what i hate.

Anyway that wasnt wat i was meant to talk about i actually just wanted to say what my TEE time table is:

Thursday 10 November- English 9.20am @ Penrhos College
Friday 11 November- Discrete Mathematics 9.20am @ Penrhos College
Wednesday 16 November- Information Systems 2.00pm @ Canning College
Monday 21 November- Politcal and Legal Studies 9.20am @ Penrhos College
Monday 21 November- Accounting 2.00pm @ Penrhos College

Now i know i have complained about this before the DOUBLE of PNL and Accounting AHH haha that is the worst double ever! my brain is most likely to exploDE! but im glad the double is on the last day of exams for me cuz then i rekon i will feel very satisfied and also after if i feel really tired i can just sleep for the rest of the day. but *sigh* it will be annoying knowing pretty much everyone, apart from freya, will be celebrating because pnl would have been their last exam. oh well- i will try to be positive *thumbs up*

Plus im a bit of a useless buM. i have ZERO motivation, so even though exams are about to start for me ive done like nothinG. and even though my mother nags it doesnt work. cuz i should be studying like shiTE but nope haha nothing. Now when i think about it, if i dont get the course i want.... will i blame myself? or just move on and accept it? im glad i thought of this Q that way wen i find out what i got into [or what i didnt get into] i can come back to this blog n respond. haha * Claire is thinking =D

im also starting to worry about my maths exam, because im scared i will walk in and not know how to do anything- AT ALL ['o'] <--- thats a shocked face by the way. haha its annoying how this blog has no emotion pictures, that be cooL =). anyway back to wat i was saying im actually scared like that for all of em except english cuz i tend to make it up anyway and i just hope for the best haha =D

Sorry this is such an 'unstructured' entry but goin back to the 'no motivation' because im like that i also feel no pressure at this moment. although i dont feel weird because when i had mocks my attitude was also like this haha.

i was tellin my friend ricki how oddly enough im actually quite excited about TEE in a sense how this is the END. once u do that exam i could literally burn those books, notes etc. related that that subject OR throw them out the window- haha u get what i mean =D. but that will be fun after its over being able to chuck out A LOT of that craP- however i will be keeping my accounting stuff i think. it might help for the uni course i plan to do. =)

oh yeah i will just quickly run over what happened last week- well for one thing it was the last week of schooL! AH haha in the first few days we were just getting back our mock exam papers from our teachers [i failed one paper >.<] ah well im over it. we had the father daughter dinner that was cool a couple of the dads got a bit drunk haha and me and my dad danced which was funny cuz my dad doesnt know how to dance at all and as he sed "claire im not comfortable doing this..." and im like okok after this song u can go sit down if u want okay? but he was good cuz my dad tends to send ppl the msg that hes a but anti social but he made a few friends with the other dads so that was good *smile*

we also had valedictory service- that was really sad. our form teacher miss edmunds cried and that made us wanna cry..... =( haha nah but lots of my friends cried, and im the sort when i see someone else cry i feel like i wanna cry too and haha its worse when i know the person. but we got presented with a scroll and a yellow rose. it was funny though, i dont think anyone expected to cry so no one had tissues hehe

also at our last form our form teachers- [M6 Clarkie, M5 Miss Ed] gave us a pressie M6 got little pot plants and ed gave us all little silver graduation hats hehe and drew us all a personalised card so that was really cooL =)

then it came to the last day of school- so saD! we all came to school in our modified versions of our school uniforms [i stayed up till 1am to finish mine haha] then we had a slide show of photos of us yr 12s during the years. Then the flower ceremony i gave flowers to friends and got flowers from friends i was surprised to get a flower from our form of 'little sisters' [its like a peer support group] and then we had the yr 12s final assembly hahah i lost it there at one point i couldnt stop crying- although i was holding it all in for a bit. hehe and my mum came to it i could see her and i saw her crying too- funny. it was nice though we all bonded a lot like a big family =D

This first part of the day was already quite exhausting. in the night we had a graduation dinner that was really good. just a time for all of us to relax and enjoy the night. food wasnt great but dancing was a lot of fun. although i felt a bit left out a lot of the girls went out shopping i should have done that too. would have been fun. i just stayed at home though- alone.

well as always im sticking to my procastinating ways =) im gonna go now because i think i should and i dont really have anything else to say [well i do but i dont want to say it. this 'thing' will probably work out on its own anyway]

anyway good- bye, hope u enjoy ur evening and if any year 12 or any uni student whatever if ur soon or currently having exams, if u read this well i wish u the best of luck and take care!- [dont get sick like i did haha =)] oh yeah sorry about typos if any but frankly i dont care about them haha

bye!

I'm MAD!

2005-10-23T16:05:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHH! i am so fuking maD as in angry mad not crazy maD. i could shout till there is no enD to it. more specifically shout profanities until i dont know when.

i should be happy right now but fuk no im so saD and angry what the heLL!?

just to fill u in the comming week is our last week of school HooRah is wat i would say if i were happy but NO! i've got all this shit to do and really i only have FOUR days to do it because friday isnt even an actual day. argHhh i want to shake someone!

i will show once again another list of what i have to do (some pleasant and some crap things which i have to do.)

Senior English:

Reading and Viewing Journal- ie. 15 fuking entries and like i sed to ricki they cant be pissy shitty-no content sort they have to be fuLLy detailed and of course as usual ive made it harder for myself not doing the journal grandually. BUT i dont do that gradual sort of shit im just no good at it! i cant even make myself start it cuz all the time im like 'this is stupid, this is stupid, this is stupid, this is stupid, this is stupid, this is stupid, this is stupid, this is stupid, this is stupid, this is stupid, this is stupid, this is stupid, this is stupid, this is stupid, this is stupid, this is stupid, this is stupid, this is stupid, this is stupid.' and so on. once again i have the urge to shake someone!
Along with this stupid-ass journal i have to do a speech and as it is i dislike oral task
Reading Comprehension
Writing Comprehension- once again both 3. and 4. are STUPID as well because i had exams while the other snr eng girls did this so now i have to cram it in and do that in my own timE how is that faIR?! comeon! we have fuking exams to do! now lets make this clear i am not angry at the teacher but i thought she would at least schedule our asgs in such a way so the TEE girls would get all fuked up! AHH!
Guest speaker and written summary- again stupiD! why? because they did that during our exams as well so i also have to squish it into my own time AGAIN

OK those were the STUPID things. these are the pleasant.

Write letters to teachers and friends
Birthday Invites
give presents
buy flowers [is it even possible to get flowers now?]
modify uniform- and it pissed me off how my mum sed "why are u wasting so much time on that crap" and i havent even done any of it im still trying to gather ideas. i was so MAD cuz she just doesnt undertanD. stupid woman!

MAHHHR there is just too much. as u can see im already freaking out!
its so craPPo- why couldnt it be a nice relaxing week
i will leave u with this:
I HATE SNR ENG- IF I KNEW I WAS DOING OKAY AT NORMAL ENGLISH I WOULD HAVE NEVER TAKEN IT IN MY LIFE. ITS SO TIME CONSUMING THAT IT IS ALMOST CRAZY! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!but then again it could be because im just a slow at doing long tasks like that ie the fuking journal!

well this is claire choo choo. signing out!

excuse my ragE i just had to vent it all out, u know. cuz haha now im not feeling so mAD =)

bye bye.

Lets Procrastinate. Why? Because it's Fun....

2005-09-13T12:16:00.000+08:00

Hey there Dearies,

Well this entry is pure procrastination i cant be stuffed doing anything when i know ive got so much stuff that i really should be doing. but hell haha im just slack then arent i? i will list wat i have to do just for this week *looks at her to do list*:

Week 9

Senior English

Letters
Research
Interview
Report
Oral
Written Evaluation

Discrete Mathematics

EPW take-home section
EPW in-class section
Notes for Test
Test
Tuition Homework (x2)

Political & Legal Studies

Assignement
Essay Preparation
Lecturette (Oral)

English

Expository Text Preparation (Tell me I'm Here)

Information Systems

Assignement (there are like 12 individual parts for this so in short its a HUGE one)
Test on the Information Systems unit

Accouting

Assignment- Budgets
Assignment- Clubs and Societies

OK and to sum it all up i have done NONE of this so im pretty much fuked. hahah writing this large list really has just made me feel so much worse. DAng! hahah

Not to mention the extra pressure of Mock Examinations comming up in oooh 3 weeks. Oh hell yeah! haha man im so screwed there are so many times where i feel i could give up right now but then i think wat the hell for? ive come so far what a waste it would be to just give it all up. Oh yes if i may mention that soon after Mocks i have the actual TEE Grrreat...NOT. Damn haha lets just say it sucks to be me! But it think i just have to hang on for the ride a little longer and it will soon be over, but Ahh! the ride has been going for way too long! haha STOP already! nah im starting to go overboard and exaggerate im not really freaking out too much like my friends and i were discussing yesterday: "There is still HOPE!" why? well because TEE and Mocks are worth a lot so if we all do well for that our current marks dont really matter but haha of course thats assuming we do, do well in them. I'm continuting to pray hehe i hope God will be kind to me *smile* and i hope 'Lady Luck' will be in my side, lately i havent been having such good times.
Anyway im gonna go now haha enough procrastinating.

OK i will leave you with this quote i just found but i think it is quite appropriate:

"This is the beginning of a new day. You have been given this day to use as you will. You can waste it or use it for good. What you do today is important because you are exchanging a day of your life for it. When tomorrow comes, this day will be gone forever; in its place is something that you have left behind...let it be something good."

Author Unknown

Well till next time Munchkins~ *wave*

wave ^_^

2005-07-24T11:30:00.000+08:00

Hey there MoFos! =P

okay im not gonna write much cuz i gotta do some hw/study etc but just to assure u i havent forgotten about this blog just im way too bzy to blog about stuff, but i would like to. haha ive actually got an old blog entry bout the ball which is half done so maybe i will post it up [hahah if i ever finish it].

maN year 12 right now is heLL. according to my P&L teacher we have 40-something days left so haha that just freaKs me out. BUT thank God im almost there! BUT [again] i sure do have a shit load of work in line for me. cuz im sure just like every other year 12 student u wanna do well n right now im not doin so good, so in order to do well i pretty much have to give it my all and work like shiTe! but im trying to believe in myself and tell myself that i am doin all this hard work etc just for ME, not for my parents, myself cuz hey its my future haha~

anyway aH! i should really go n finish my asg now
so seeya~
haha probably until after TEE *laughs to herself* nah i duno... we will see~

Ja ne~ v^_^v

aHh~ the first week of school is FinaLL oveR~! ^_^

2005-02-04T19:47:00.000+08:00

HeY~!

weLl as mentioned in my title, the 1st week of school is oVer! monday was awesoMe cuz i got to see allll my friends together again pLus it was our first official day of being a year 12 *thumBs uP* so yesh also on thurs we had our induction service which is wen yr 12s get badges saying they r a yr 12 which is pretty cooL just a gold lookin one with the school symbol in the middle. hRm also ive had all my classes and im v. happy with the teachers i have [well im happy so faR *touches wooD* >_<] for eng i have mrs bradstreet n ive never had her before but so far shes an awesome teacher v. likable person. for senior eng i have ms thomas everyone sez shes a bitcH but she seems alrite so far, quite a nice person who sneezes weiRddd >_< [haha wen ever she sneezes i crap up cuz its so weiRddd hahah]. for discreet maths i have miss eD n she rocKs, one of the main reasons i like maths so mucH [eRgh that reminds me ive got tuition tomorro mornin >_<, i want the fuKin sleep innnn]. for accounting i got mrS Habib again cuz there is no one else who teachs it~ haha but shes a good and nice teacher~. for info sys i also have mr mcmahon again n it suX our yr 12 class has been merged with a yr 11 class, sucKyy >_<" anD mr mcmahon is reaLLi boring this yeaRr just goes on and on bout some shit~ >_<"". lastly~ i have mr mawe for politcal n legal studies which is gooD hes a good n funni teacher =) pLus for the first time in like 2 years T-KoH is in my claSss~! anD in generaLL i got ppl in my claSs who r my good friends which is awesomE but im sad i still dont have a class with bec bowLerr~ =(. but aHh yeahh im hoping for a successful year this year hahah [pleasEe! i need to do weLL this yeaR~!] buT anyway this week of school so far i dont have all that much hw~ just some snr eng and accouting oh and some eng~.

oh yesH the ball im quite lucky seeing im allowed to go to afters~ ^_^ hehe get to boozEe [nahh hahah im not goin to drink till i get drunk cuz thats just siLLy~] n then after that im gonna sleep over at helens and yess~

anyway enough for now~ erM bye haha

SchooL started 2 days aGo >_<" bloody craP!

2005-02-02T12:31:00.000+08:00

hEyyoo~!

its my neW blog! godness knows y i started a new one, my old one was perfectly finE oh weLL >_<". haha im so bored i should be doin extra study for school seeing it is THE LAST YEAR OF HIGH SCHOOL for me hahah year 12, still hasnt sunk in yet. just the fact this is my v. last year in penrhos and just school in general bcuz school has always occupied most of my life so like all of a sudden one day a whole chunk of ur life that ur use to will be taken away. hahah its pretty sad how school takes up so much of ur life but its just one of those things that have to be done i gueSs. many events r comming up for yr 12 such as nxt week on a friday i think we have our interhouse swimming carnival and on that same day we r having our yr 12 retreat/convention or wateva u want to call it~ and then on the 25th of Feb we have thE baLL haha liKe woaH~! =P haha all the teachers scare me they have all said something along the lines of "your final year of school will go by so fast u wont even know" jeBus! hahah i sound stressed but i swear im not i fkin should be tho ey? hahha probably cuz i dont have ne actual h/w. so haha im just bummin round in my room listening the 92.9 hot30 ^_^ my fav~! anywayy these 2 days of school have been easy so farrr~ so guess we will see how it goess. well im off dont feel like typin nemore shite haha =P