Sunday, October 23, 2005

I'm MAD!

AHHHHHHHHHH! i am so fuking maD as in angry mad not crazy maD. i could shout till there is no enD to it. more specifically shout profanities until i dont know when.

i should be happy right now but fuk no im so saD and angry what the heLL!?

just to fill u in the comming week is our last week of school HooRah is wat i would say if i were happy but NO! i've got all this shit to do and really i only have FOUR days to do it because friday isnt even an actual day. argHhh i want to shake someone!

i will show once again another list of what i have to do (some pleasant and some crap things which i have to do.)

Senior English:
  1. Reading and Viewing Journal- ie. 15 fuking entries and like i sed to ricki they cant be pissy shitty-no content sort they have to be fuLLy detailed and of course as usual ive made it harder for myself not doing the journal grandually. BUT i dont do that gradual sort of shit im just no good at it! i cant even make myself start it cuz all the time im like 'this is stupid, this is stupid, this is stupid, this is stupid, this is stupid, this is stupid, this is stupid, this is stupid, this is stupid, this is stupid, this is stupid, this is stupid, this is stupid, this is stupid, this is stupid, this is stupid, this is stupid, this is stupid, this is stupid.' and so on. once again i have the urge to shake someone!
  2. Along with this stupid-ass journal i have to do a speech and as it is i dislike oral task
  3. Reading Comprehension
  4. Writing Comprehension- once again both 3. and 4. are STUPID as well because i had exams while the other snr eng girls did this so now i have to cram it in and do that in my own timE how is that faIR?! comeon! we have fuking exams to do! now lets make this clear i am not angry at the teacher but i thought she would at least schedule our asgs in such a way so the TEE girls would get all fuked up! AHH!
  5. Guest speaker and written summary- again stupiD! why? because they did that during our exams as well so i also have to squish it into my own time AGAIN
OK those were the STUPID things. these are the pleasant.
  1. Write letters to teachers and friends
  2. Birthday Invites
  3. give presents
  4. buy flowers [is it even possible to get flowers now?]
  5. modify uniform- and it pissed me off how my mum sed "why are u wasting so much time on that crap" and i havent even done any of it im still trying to gather ideas. i was so MAD cuz she just doesnt undertanD. stupid woman!
MAHHHR there is just too much. as u can see im already freaking out!
its so craPPo- why couldnt it be a nice relaxing week
i will leave u with this:
I HATE SNR ENG- IF I KNEW I WAS DOING OKAY AT NORMAL ENGLISH I WOULD HAVE NEVER TAKEN IT IN MY LIFE. ITS SO TIME CONSUMING THAT IT IS ALMOST CRAZY! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
but then again it could be because im just a slow at doing long tasks like that ie the fuking journal!


well this is claire choo choo. signing out!

excuse my ragE i just had to vent it all out, u know. cuz haha now im not feeling so mAD =)


bye bye.